Monday, May 24, 2004

Beginning of new week

Here comes monday again! One would think that after a weekend off, one will be refreshed and totally motived. On the contrary!!!!! I feel lethargic and walking around the office and bumping into people, can only make me come up with a fake happy smile!!!

The big thing in my mind is, whats install for me this week? No more programming ahhhh!!!!! Well, got to stay positive and focus, need to create the +ve energy of not getting into any more coding shit! I am in a totally catch 22 situation. I am so visible in the office and they know that i am not assigned into anything. Therefore I have this great feeling that I might be pulled into any jack shit.....

What should I do! I went for my aura reading yesterday. Sigh. I had a long thought about it as I wasn't sure if this is the right thing to do. But thinking that my whole family is actually wearing crystals these days... I would think it should be okay.

As suspected the whole thing was RED!!!!! ALERT ALERT its on FIRE. Anyways... hopefully i will be able to change all this in this 3 months. As I need real luck to progress in my career. Money is also something that is stagnanted.

Well i guess i should take this as some seeking thing. Still need to rely on God. But I have to have a turn of faith. Which is to totally TRUST. I haven't out the reason why I can't seem to be able to trust people. I find it extremely hard to do so.

Praying for a Good Day and Week ahead of me. And praying for Good news!.....

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